cowbain
teach me empathy
- Jul 16, 2019
- 143
I'm done for. I can't believe I've been here since 2019. I'm still young but I just can't do this anymore. It's insufferable. And my issues don't have any easy solutions outside of suicide.
Life really isn't fair at all. I don't know who said that.
I feel like this world is made up of either victims or perpetrators. There's no escaping pain or trauma. Unless you're lucky and was given the privilege of not having to think about the horrors of reality.
I'm literally useless and I just bleed on everyone. It's not fair for other people to need to fix me. My family should've did that. My parents should've did that. They should've never broken me in the first place. Therapy can't help, friends can't help, a partner can't help. There's way too much to fucking fix. And I wanted to be able to fix myself but I just can't anymore. It's not possible to be alone in this world. You get nowhere.
The damage is done and I need a type of help that the world just can't offer me.
Life really isn't fair at all. I don't know who said that.
I feel like this world is made up of either victims or perpetrators. There's no escaping pain or trauma. Unless you're lucky and was given the privilege of not having to think about the horrors of reality.
I'm literally useless and I just bleed on everyone. It's not fair for other people to need to fix me. My family should've did that. My parents should've did that. They should've never broken me in the first place. Therapy can't help, friends can't help, a partner can't help. There's way too much to fucking fix. And I wanted to be able to fix myself but I just can't anymore. It's not possible to be alone in this world. You get nowhere.
The damage is done and I need a type of help that the world just can't offer me.