This is painful

[happylilsht]

Why am i not ready yet?

 

[Crusader]

It´s impossible to help you without knowing any details.

 

[Makko]

Why am i not ready yet?

You need more suffering.

 

[Sensei]

Maybe there's still a glimmer of hope in you? Maybe you fear death and what might be beyond? Maybe you're simply not meant to kill yourself? Who knows?

 

[happylilsht]

Maybe there's still a glimmer of hope in you? Maybe you fear death and what might be beyond? Maybe you're simply not meant to kill yourself? Who knows?

i am pretty hopeless.. sometimes i consider the possibility of death being even more miserable than life and that scars me a little

You need more suffering.

more? Well shit.

 

[Sensei]

i am pretty hopeless.. sometimes i consider the possibility of death being even more miserable than life and that scars me a little

Only you know what's best for you, but it sounds like you should wait a little before you make this decision. Once it's done it can't be undone.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Happylilshit, maybe there's something you need to do before you're ready, or maybe it's just not your time yet? Happy to talk if you wish! My dog says Hi(woof)