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Vegetale
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- May 30, 2022
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Hi, I would like to show you my method that I will use in a couple of months to end my pathetic life and I would like to know what you think. I will kill myself with carbon monoxide and I will use my car. First, I will buy some coal briquettes and cook them in one of those pots used to cook pasta. In the meantime, I will swallow some olanzapine 10mg pills, which has a very high drowsiness effect and will help me sleep. However, I will be anxious and may panic knowing that I am about to kill myself so I will also take some Lorazepam pills. In the meantime that I do this, the pot with the coal that will have turned white and not smoking, will be inside the trunk inside the car, which will allow the CO to accumulate. I will be very drowsy because of all those drugs and then I will wait a bit and get into the car, and I will fall asleep without realizing anything, without feeling the side effects of the CO, and goodnight everyone. Honestly this is my only plan, it's slow but doable, I'm almost ready to get my driver's license, my town is half dead, no one will ever find out or wonder what I'm doing, the store to buy coal is 30 steps from my house, I have access to olanzapine because of my psychotic father, I can go get a prescription for lorazepam, that's it.