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Vegetale

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May 30, 2022
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Hi, I would like to show you my method that I will use in a couple of months to end my pathetic life and I would like to know what you think. I will kill myself with carbon monoxide and I will use my car. First, I will buy some coal briquettes and cook them in one of those pots used to cook pasta. In the meantime, I will swallow some olanzapine 10mg pills, which has a very high drowsiness effect and will help me sleep. However, I will be anxious and may panic knowing that I am about to kill myself so I will also take some Lorazepam pills. In the meantime that I do this, the pot with the coal that will have turned white and not smoking, will be inside the trunk inside the car, which will allow the CO to accumulate. I will be very drowsy because of all those drugs and then I will wait a bit and get into the car, and I will fall asleep without realizing anything, without feeling the side effects of the CO, and goodnight everyone. Honestly this is my only plan, it's slow but doable, I'm almost ready to get my driver's license, my town is half dead, no one will ever find out or wonder what I'm doing, the store to buy coal is 30 steps from my house, I have access to olanzapine because of my psychotic father, I can go get a prescription for lorazepam, that's it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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You will also have to seal the car vents and so on. Don't take too many meds to fall asleep/get drunk bc that will lead to mistakes and in the end you wake up again with brain damage if the CO wasn't enough to kill you. The meds you've mentioned won't kill you.

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

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Sep 5, 2024
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This method can fail if there is not high enough concentration of CO in the car. This method needs to be tested with a CO reader to make sure the CO in the car is higher than about 5000PPM for at least 30 minutes. Otherwise it can leave a man with brain/organ damage in a much worse condition than before.
 
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Vegetale

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May 30, 2022
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This method can fail if there is not high enough concentration of CO in the car. This method needs to be tested with a CO reader to make sure the CO in the car is higher than about 5000PPM for at least 30 minutes. Otherwise it can leave a man with brain/organ damage in a much worse condition than before.
I live in Italy, there is no co reader that exceeds 5000ppm
I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.
Thank you bro, i hope for you too
You will also have to seal the car vents and so on. Don't take too many meds to fall asleep/get drunk bc that will lead to mistakes and in the end you wake up again with brain damage if the CO wasn't enough to kill you. The meds you've mentioned won't kill you.

the meds won't kill me but they will help me sleep. I've read about people who died accidentally in their cars. without having to use a co-reader or anything else
 

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