This is my last month

[Jason227]

I thought I could keep going but I don't think I can anymore. These days the fights get more and more serious with my wife and our baby daughter has to sit and flinch at the sight of us raising our voices. I don't want her to grow up like that. I'm thinking I will just try to last until the end of this month and then I will go to America were I will kill myself(since I can't get a gun here). I will leave it in my WILL that I would like my bro in America to receive our child. I know my wife will be against it but I just hope that she will know that we are not fit as parents. We are both 25 and young but we went through a lot of shit growing up and it's starting to be more and more apparent in our fights. This world hurts so much I really just can't breathe. Even if I make it past this month I will have my daughter's smile to live for but she will have to face the world too one day and I have no idea how to guide her through that at this point.I have a lot of problems going on and i just kept sucking it up cause the world doesnt really care................... Does anyone know of a good way to go about it when I get to America? I don't have American citizenship.