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ilk
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- Jun 1, 2024
- 17
i always feel silly writing these posts so i dont like going back & reading them so sorry if my posts are similar or im repeating myself.
wanna say alot rn but i rlly cant bring myself to type it all. im a mess. i wish suicide was easy. i also wish my life was better. i wish for alot. thats all i can do is wish.
this is it tho i guess. i cant explain what i mean by that im sorry but i just feel that way..yk? hope someone understands or maybe not. until i get the real courage to ctb, this is simply it for me. i lost myself & i accept that this is my sad miserable life. i just want to bed rot & sleep all day. i just hate my family have to witness this
wanna say alot rn but i rlly cant bring myself to type it all. im a mess. i wish suicide was easy. i also wish my life was better. i wish for alot. thats all i can do is wish.
this is it tho i guess. i cant explain what i mean by that im sorry but i just feel that way..yk? hope someone understands or maybe not. until i get the real courage to ctb, this is simply it for me. i lost myself & i accept that this is my sad miserable life. i just want to bed rot & sleep all day. i just hate my family have to witness this