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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I recognized that fact when I tried to quit the forum. I really missed it so much. I just need this forum. So many familiar faces. Always when I am around normies and something triggers me I have the feeling I can post it later on SS and the people who also experience severe suicidality know why it triggered me. I feel this is a group I belong to. People with shitty lifes, hating themselves, had horrible life experiences. People who also were abused and never had a chance in life and who are now in this repeating cycle of daily suicidality. People who know that it will likely end with a suicide, people who are trapped and run out of time. I just can relate with so much what is posted on here. I am obsessed about suicde. Though I am clearly not pro-death.

Neurotypicals just don't have any clue how this feels. Even professionals who have studied psychology/medicine cannot really grasp how I am feeling. My therapist at least understood that being (severely/longterm) suicidal is a really unique experience. I think if we were in a self-help group in real life this would not be as good as SS. I think the anonymity helps to open up about feeling and stigmatized topics. The mods try as good as possible to protect us from hurtful/evil comments. But I also understand that there are sometimes disagreements and sometimes a comment can still hurt.

I am really thankful that this place exists.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sure that this place helps a lot of people, just having somewhere to talk openly about suicide without hearing toxic positivity and platitudes. Having something to help you cope can make this life more bearable, I guess. I wish you the best.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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Agreed. I am so glad I found this site. I just can't express freely, about this burning need to die in peace, with anybody else outside of here.
 
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