ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
355
Nothing went wrong today, nothing extra crazy... I just woke up feeling like something is missing. My friends are particularly happy and I'm not one to mess up their mood with my Debbie downer mood. Just.. something is missing?
 
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Wakawaka

Wakawaka

Student
Dec 10, 2020
153
i feel that way almost everyday
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Probably what's missing is our interest in really living?
At least I think that's what's happening to me!
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
No idea and I wouldn't even dare try to guess as to the cause. Today I am also quite aggravated for reasons beyond me. Today I'm in disbelief about how awful (my) life actually is.
 
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I find that I can trigger myself often, no future so why bother etc, those empty flat feelings can just roll in. My sponsor calls them the grey days of recovery.
 
ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
355
No idea and I wouldn't even dare try to guess as to the cause. Today I am also quite aggravated for reasons beyond me. Today I'm in disbelief about how awful (my) life actually is.
Thats understandable. ~
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I find that I can trigger myself often, no future so why bother etc, those empty flat feelings can just roll in. My sponsor calls them the grey days of recovery.
I Try not to trigger myself .. but sometimes one thought can lead to more
 
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