BizarreBazaar

BizarreBazaar

Student
Feb 26, 2020
104
When I'm the only one here in the office in the early evening. Would be better than at home. Maybe next week.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
You don't live alone, do you? I live alone and tried to take SN and I was scared, I just can't do it alone.
 
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SleepyTime

SleepyTime

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Oct 10, 2019
98
The problem with the office is very often after everyone has gone home, the cleaning staff come through.

So you would likely be discovered.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
That's what I thought, but as I said to me is really hard to overcome SI when I'm alone.
 
BizarreBazaar

BizarreBazaar

Student
Feb 26, 2020
104
I'm not sure there's a cleaning crew that comes through here at night.
 
FreeBIRD

FreeBIRD

Member
Nov 14, 2019
50
Maybe you should look for a partner in the partner megathread?
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,322
You don't live alone, do you? I live alone and tried to take SN and I was scared, I just can't do it alone.
I wouldn't think it twice if I lived alone. If you are not found there is a high probability of success. Wish you the best in your choice.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I won't think it twice if I'd live alone. If you are not found there is a high probability of success. Wish you the best in your choice.
If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.

There's always a chance. I was going to ask what sort of environment your work is but that really doesn't matter. You never know. It's your choice to risk it, but I wouldn't.
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
454
There's always a chance. I was going to ask what sort of environment your work is but that really doesn't matter. You never know. It's your choice to risk it, but I wouldn't.
Yes, there is a chance to survive, but I meant that there is no one to call ambulance and save my life, I'm on my own.
 
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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
351
If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.
I have that issue .... I spent 31 days in my bed, didn't draw curtains or put rubbish out, not a phone call or a text or social media etc. No one noticed. my rent is paid for me and everything is direct debit. I am signed off on disability so that's all automise. no reason for any contact for months, annual gas check really! I could be laying there for months and no one would know. On the other hand you have to balance that agajnst the risk of being found
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
Yes, there is a chance to survive, but I meant that there is no one to call ambulance and save my life, I'm on my own.

I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen
I have that issue .... I spent 31 days in my bed, didn't draw curtains or put rubbish out, not a phone call or a text or social media etc. No one noticed. my rent is paid for me and everything is direct debit. I am signed off on disability so that's all automise. no reason for any contact for months, annual gas check really! I could be laying there for months and no one would know. On the other hand you have to balance that agajnst the risk of being found

The trash people didn't even call? :( Ow! But I'm the same boat
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen
You're right, the only weird things I'd prefer to happen to me while I'm still alive are good things, a miracle I'd say.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I don't know if it is a good idea, but for a person who only drank alcohol at his workplace (me) sounds great. Btw in Japanese there is such a word "karoshi" which means death from overwork, would that fit in your situation?
 
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Lostnotfound

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
351
I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen


The trash people didn't even call? :( Ow! But I'm the same boat
Nope no one. Bins are out front, they look in them, see they are empty and carry in with their round. just made me realise how little importance I have to this world, and how I won't be missed when I am gone. It's a horrible Thing to realise not one single person in the world gives a shit
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I don't know if it is a good idea, but for a person who only drank alcohol at his workplace (me) sounds great. Btw in Japanese there is such a word "karoshi" which means death from overwork, would that fit in your situation?
Pfff.... I'm karoshiing whole my life and still alive.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
Used to work very much too, no changes in well-being.
Right? What's the point? I don't mind to work hard for my family, but for myself - no thanks, I'm not worth it.
 
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dusty boots

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Feb 2, 2020
11
What if you fail? You might vomit up some of the SN or have a change of heart at the last minute and call emergency services.

Will there be repercussions with your employment if you do not succeed?
 

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