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LostInTheWoods
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- Oct 28, 2023
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A depressing reality is knowing that many people in my situation would have already committed CTB. The same people that maybe tell me things like go ahead, don't give up etc in my situation would have already CTB. It's depressing because it makes me feel an idiot for being alive. I bore things that would destroy many people. Not everyone, because for example here I read stories who are a lot worse than mine. But the majority of people had a normal life, and for them it's already strange not to have eat with their family not even once in their life, if it happened, like it happened to me. Just a small thing like that. And yeah, I wonder if people who knew me thought that, Like "I don't know who he can go ahead, I would be miserable", something like that. and it's depressing because I feel like a clown who can't see his miserabile life.