falloutcarter13
Bury me, bury me...
- Aug 1, 2020
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As my date with death draws nearer every day, I find myself having obsessive thoughts about the "how" of it. I always thought that picking the method and the date would be it, after I had those there would be nothing to do but try to squeeze a little enjoyment and happiness out of the time I have left. Now that I have them, I find myself obsessing over minor details related to it, things I know, logically, won't really matter at all after I'm gone. Things like what I'll wear, should I get a haircut beforehand, should I put on music to possibly ease the transition from life to death, where exactly to leave my letters/notes, should I wear an adult diaper in case I shit myself (sorry)...now I'm just obsessing over the tiny details, and its kinda driving me crazy lol.
Does anyone else think of these things? If so, what are some of your obsessive thoughts over the details of your upcoming ctb?
Does anyone else think of these things? If so, what are some of your obsessive thoughts over the details of your upcoming ctb?