AwokenToReality
Just wanna close my eyes, and feel alright
- May 27, 2020
- 90
I originally planned to CTB around a month ago now in late June, but my shipment of SN & antiemetics was delayed and this didn't happen. Since then, I've been trying to be optimistic and give things a second chance, but I just can't help but feel the need to leave everything behind.
I just feel so alone. I'm trying to get things in order as of right now, but I feel like the walls are closing in on me, and time is running out.
I'm hopefully going to start Stan's 48hr regimen within the next week or two, and see where that takes me. Hoping I can find some propanolol before then, if not will have to go without and just use the meto, antacid and pain killers.
I just feel so alone. I'm trying to get things in order as of right now, but I feel like the walls are closing in on me, and time is running out.
I'm hopefully going to start Stan's 48hr regimen within the next week or two, and see where that takes me. Hoping I can find some propanolol before then, if not will have to go without and just use the meto, antacid and pain killers.