Venting Things are painful

[Life sucks]

Now I don't know. I don't know why I'm even existing.

Things like chains, knots, maybe locks and gates are forming around my head and chest squeezing me, sometimes it's painful that I want to impulsively ctb. I don't know what's the mess anymore. This pain is dangerous and life threatening

I don't want to live and stay like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. It sounds really horrible what you are going through. I can imagine that it must be unbearable being in so much pain. This life really is so awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Life sucks]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. It sounds really horrible what you are going through. I can imagine that it must be unbearable being in so much pain. This life really is so awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Thank you. It's really an awful trap
I wish you the best

 

[chocolatebar]

I had a few impulsive moments lately, but it only made things worse for me
do you live with more people around? If so, impulsive suicides cam make things much worse for you. I was almost sent to a psych yard

 

[CommitSudoku]

Now I don't know. I don't know why I'm even existing.

I can relate, I really don't know either. I'm just taking up space and time and resources on most days.

I'm sorry to hear your pain is so bad and I really hope it can get better somehow or you can find a route to go that is best for you. Best wishes and thank you for writing.

 

[Life sucks]

I had a few impulsive moments lately, but it only made things worse for me
do you live with more people around? If so, impulsive suicides cam make things much worse for you. I was almost sent to a psych yard

I'm mostly alone but I'm still trapped, I can't form a plan or take action even if I'm impulsive

I can relate, I really don't know either. I'm just taking up space and time and resources on most days.

I'm sorry to hear your pain is so bad and I really hope it can get better somehow or you can find a route to go that is best for you. Best wishes and thank you for writing.

Thank you, wish things better for you too

 

[chocolatebar]

I'm mostly alone but I'm still trapped, I can't form a plan or take action even if I'm impulsive

do you have a clear goal?

 

[Life sucks]

do you have a clear goal?

Ctb? I have but I don't have method
Other goals I can have but I struggle with thinking

 

[chocolatebar]

Ctb? I have but I don't have method
Other goals I can have but I struggle with thinking

I see... the mental fog makes things much worse for us, unfortunately.

Like looking everywhere and finding nothing but despair