Why going on living if I don't enjoy anything? This is pointless. I don't want to force myself to live.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
Right. I've got a girlfriend but I don't have sex with her. I've got a SNES but I don't play it etc etc
My thoughts exactly
Well almost exactly.... I'd be more likely to say I don't want to force myself to exist (because this isn't living)
Well almost exactly.... I'd be more likely to say I don't want to force myself to exist (because this isn't living)
I do not really enjoy much of anything anymore either.
What I used to truly enjoy I am no longer able to do. I found something else for a little while, but I grew tired of it bc it just was not the same.
The other things and hobbies I used to enjoy have lost there appeal now too. I even tried... Nope, did not work.
I am pretty sure it is time to start smoking some good weed and hang with family for a few months before sending myself off to get away from all of this.
That is the plan anyway, and I will enjoy doing that before I go.. the time
What I used to truly enjoy I am no longer able to do. I found something else for a little while, but I grew tired of it bc it just was not the same.
The other things and hobbies I used to enjoy have lost there appeal now too. I even tried... Nope, did not work.
I am pretty sure it is time to start smoking some good weed and hang with family for a few months before sending myself off to get away from all of this.
That is the plan anyway, and I will enjoy doing that before I go.. the time
yes...the title of the thread is so self-evident that i wonder how can people reject it. 2 friends of mine have ctbd and i indeed relieved that they ended their sorrow
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
There is no point. I've not cried in a few months now and was proud that I could go so long without breaking down but now,
I shed a few tears. I've reached my breaking point finally. It's way past not enjoying anything for me, that was years ago.
I was trying to tell myself what fun I was having watching youtube videos.
I think I've seen most of them by now.
I have to keep telling YouTube to stop recommending videos I've already watched. I relate to this a lot, basically my only distraction right now. But I think my laptop might be dying so things might get interesting (or the opposite actually) very soon.
Lucky laptop
Shinkansen
life is pain
- Jul 14, 2020
- 615
in life I have done nothing but study and work.
I didn't have a good time and never had a girlfriend, and I also grew up in a dysfunctional family.
life is hell for many people.
I didn't have a good time and never had a girlfriend, and I also grew up in a dysfunctional family.
life is hell for many people.
pdyduc
Member
- Aug 4, 2020
- 22
Genuinely living like a cog in the machine at this point.
nitroautnz
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2020
- 361
Yeah, just taking day one by one at the moment, waiting the bus...
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,311
I agree, I feel like I died a long time ago. People act like death is the worst thing but an empty life is worse.
LenkaX
Maybe there is a hope!
- Aug 14, 2020
- 366
I think that if you are lonely and socially isolated and you know this will never get better plus you don't enjoy your past hobbies anymore, then it's the right time to contemplate suicide. I think I'm ready for an attempt of hanging the following Wednesday. I will try not to overthink it because the most successful people with CTB just do it and don't even think about it.
islima
Member
- Jun 12, 2020
- 34
Exactly what is point of of living when you have nothing that makes you happy and you enjoy.
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,877
100% agree. In my view, life should be enjoyable, and that's a view I'll never change. Some people don't agree with this though, which I find both baffling and sad.
This is how I feel. I feel lonely all the time even when I'm with people and I don't enjoy my past hobbies. It's not the same emotion. Maybe I distract myself a little but it's not the same kind of enjoyment as some years ago. And that's why I think anytime would be good to ctb because I'm already done with life.
Feeling lonely in a group is even worse than feeling lonely alone. I'm sorry you're so sad.
TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 283
I don't feel happiness anymore. If I'm not sad, I'm normal. It's the best I can get and it sucks.
Since the meaning of life is up to you, then a life you despise is not worth living. You're just torturing yourself for nothing
Since the meaning of life is up to you, then a life you despise is not worth living. You're just torturing yourself for nothing
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