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[Ihatemonday]

I need to cry but my body doesn't have any more tears left. My eyes feel numb, my body feels lifeless. I am drifting aimlessly through nothingness. There is no future, there is no tomorrow. Everyday is a funeral with no mourning, my tomb is empty and no flowers will ever be left upon it. Why must I live in hell? This cold hell with no fire or demons. Void, pitch black. When have I lost myself? Have I ever known me? Has the world ended, or has it never started to begin with?