Venting There is always something with me...

[xxAbigailxx]

I just... I am kind of annoyed at myself? But mainly just tired... cus there is always something... often it is something physical like... right now I have problems with my jaw... apparently I am gritting my teeth when I sleep and that makes my jaw tense up all the time and make me have all sorts of problems around that area...
Today I woke up and couldnt open my mouth all the way (which is a very scary sensation for me), that happened already idk... 4 times?

Its just... what I wanna say or like... write I guess is, that I am sick of it... I always have problems... and that like makes me be in a constant state of anxiety, fearing what will happen next... I already have diabetes 1, rheuma, hashimoto, now my lymph nodes feel bigger than usual for months already and my doctor just dismisses it (I do not trust him anymore since I almost died because of him, because he just dismissed me having breathing difficulties and all kind of problems, saying that it is my depression, later it turned out that my blood sugar level was very high and I just got diabetes 1...)

I am sick of it and so fucking tired and now the thing with my jaw is happening and I feel constantly tense. I just... I dont know... I am sick of everything and I feel like nobody understands me... Shit I feel so sorry for myself haha, I seem to be just fucking pathetic... nothing works... my mental state, my physical one... nothing seems to work properly

 

[antilife]

I feel you I also have this jaw thing it's tense for months how and it doesn't go away anymore. Im sorry you feel this way And its really good that you talk about it here, it's better than not sharing at all.

 

[distropian_]

most often when you have this many issues, it's due to one cause that when left untreated causes problems in other areas of your body. the jaw issues you're having sounds like TMJ dysfunction which is a lot more common than you'd think, you can fix this by doing masseter massages and some of the exercises in this YT vid
the problem with doctors is that they're trained to treat symptoms, not the actual cause of the issue (not all doctors are like this ofc). lymph nodes being hard or swollen is definitely not something your doctor should've just dismissed, your body is most likely trying to clear out toxins from your blood (taking TUDCA & shilajit can help remove these toxins, the shilajit must be pure himalayan resin though not pills).
you should go keto if you're not already since you have diabetes (you take insulin to decrease blood sugar but why not just decrease the amount of sugar you eat )
Obviously I don't expect you to believe me since I'm just some random dude on the internet, but please don't disregard what I have to say completely. Go over with these options with either a doctor that you trust or a TCM specialist. hope some of your health problems can get better :)

 

[xxAbigailxx]

most often when you have this many issues, it's due to one cause that when left untreated causes problems in other areas of your body. the jaw issues you're having sounds like TMJ dysfunction which is a lot more common than you'd think, you can fix this by doing masseter massages and some of the exercises in this YT vid
the problem with doctors is that they're trained to treat symptoms, not the actual cause of the issue (not all doctors are like this ofc). lymph nodes being hard or swollen is definitely not something your doctor should've just dismissed, your body is most likely trying to clear out toxins from your blood (taking TUDCA & shilajit can help remove these toxins, the shilajit must be pure himalayan resin though not pills).
you should go keto if you're not already since you have diabetes (you take insulin to decrease blood sugar but why not just decrease the amount of sugar you eat )
Obviously I don't expect you to believe me since I'm just some random dude on the internet, but please don't disregard what I have to say completely. Go over with these options with either a doctor that you trust or a TCM specialist. hope some of your health problems can get better :)

I appreciate u so much! I will look into the video, thank you. I really appreciate you writing all of this to help me!

I feel you I also have this jaw thing it's tense for months how and it doesn't go away anymore. Im sorry you feel this way And its really good that you talk about it here, it's better than not sharing at all.

have you found something that relives it? A movement or something? I hate this constant feeling of tension...

 

[carac]

A lot of health issues can be related to stress and anxiety. It doesn't mean they aren't real and shouldn't be dismissed but you may find dealing with the stress and anxiety by trying some calming exercises like breathing, meditation or something may reduce the symptoms. It worked in my case with chronic pain and I can tell you it was very real and debilitating.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired, it's dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence but anyway best wishes.

 

[tiger b]

you should go keto if you're not already since you have diabetes (you take insulin to decrease blood sugar but why not just decrease the amount of sugar you eat )

BEWARE of this.

It's not quite as simple as that for a diabetic. Absorption is affected, too.

This can cause dka. It gave me, a type 2, dka - and a very unpleasant time in hospital, with complications. Nine months on and I am still dealing with those complications. I'm sat typing this and, for instance, I can't feel most of my toes. I've permanent damage to my bladder and I'm very lucky the infections I got didn't give me sepsis and organ failure. That's just the tip of the iceberg.

Lack of information and presumption was my fault.

You might know this already. Being a type 1, dka might have been explained to you. It wasn't to me. Type 2s aren't supposed to dka.

Gist of what poster is saying makes sense, and they mean well - but not on this. At least they say about checking with a doctor.

Feel free to Google keto for diabetics if you require more info. It took me a while to find it. And I wish I could turn back the clock and follow a moderate diet instead of full-on keto. It's a big part of why I'm on this forum now.

 

[Dayrain]

my doctor just dismisses it (I do not trust him anymore since I almost died because of him, because he just dismissed me having breathing difficulties and all kind of problems, saying that it is my depression,

I don't trust most of my doctors anymore as well. I just want to ask them if they know that they are working a social job and just get themselves together and be a bit more friendly. What do they think what would happen if they were a bit more friendly? Are they really so afraid that they would lose their authority to us then? No, we don't want to question them, we want appropriate consultation and discussion on possible treatments.

 

[xxAbigailxx]

I don't trust most of my doctors anymore as well. I just want to ask them if they know that they are working a social job and just get themselves together and be a bit more friendly. What do they think what would happen if they were a bit more friendly? Are they really so afraid that they would lose their authority to us then? No, we don't want to question them, we want appropriate consultation and discussion on possible treatments.

its so frustrating... I know