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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
490
Like the title says I just want to lie down forever and hope that broken heart syndrome or something kills me. On those days I literally feel like I have to lift a truck off my chest in order to wake up and go about my day. Sleeping is the only time I can escape from the shitty mess I've made of my life. Interacting with people when I feel that way gives me minor panic attacks that I have to work hard to keep off my face. There are times I fantasize about being in the middle of a violent protest and getting shot to death. I hate myself and my life so much it makes me wanna puke
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I certainly understand that it's so torturous and dreadful suffering in this existence, I also just wish to never wake, I hope that you find peace.
 

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