
Samsal112
Student
- Dec 20, 2021
- 179
I think I may have found a therapist that is a good fit and I am really excited. For those who do not know my story, I am suicidal because of benzo withdrawal. I believe I am dealing with PTSD, trauma from PAWS and the initial withdrawal, and now I have some deep rooted issues that came to surface. More than anything, I want to live. But, I can't see living this way with a chronic illness. I have been afraid of therapists since the last one made me sick and didn't even care enough to check up on me. I am really hoping that through stoicism, therapy, and diet, I can find acceptance in all this.