Venting Therapy Today

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I got to relationship therapy with my spouse and partner every other week as a maintenence thing, and I just cannot ever feel like I can be heard. They want me to open up but I never can. I can't. Everything is my fault, it feels like. I'm failing my relationships and I'm failing myself and one day they'll get tired of me and leave me.

I'm doomed to feel alone forever despite everything. I hate it here.