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- Jan 2, 2020
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Tldr: How do I avoid going to the psych ward/nuthouse
i alr told this lady im suicidal and sb snitched that i have SN so she knows
My therapist is trying to throw me into the nuthouse. I made the mistake of giving her consent to talk to my mom and ofc
my mother tells her I ordered a food additive. Idk how she knows that or why she even cares. Whatever. I didn't really want her to talk with my mom but she made a safety contact plan or whatever and I told her I don't want to add my mom to it. She said OK well you have to find somebody. I don't have friends so I was like "…" I gave her my moms number as an emergency contact (like a baffoon…) bc she really seemed to want my mother involved even though Im an adult.
If i get sent to the nuthouse I will literally kill myself and ingest whatever I need to before the cops show up. I dont care. Psych wards have been proven to (ironically) put chronically suicidal people at worse risk time and time again.
And im also not that interested in an iop program bc its just group therapy over and over again i dont get what the point of that is. Ill go on medication if need be but
If its iop or psychward then whatever ill do iop
She def knew i was lying when i said no
/rant over.
If i were actually going to KMS i wouldnt even be in fucking therapy rn
I feel like also i havent been on this site in weeks. So i also feel like thats 'proof' im heading the right way. But ppl dont see that ig
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My therapist is trying to throw me into the nuthouse. I made the mistake of giving her consent to talk to my mom and ofc
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If i get sent to the nuthouse I will literally kill myself and ingest whatever I need to before the cops show up. I dont care. Psych wards have been proven to (ironically) put chronically suicidal people at worse risk time and time again.
And im also not that interested in an iop program bc its just group therapy over and over again i dont get what the point of that is. Ill go on medication if need be but
If its iop or psychward then whatever ill do iop
She def knew i was lying when i said no
/rant over.
If i were actually going to KMS i wouldnt even be in fucking therapy rn
I feel like also i havent been on this site in weeks. So i also feel like thats 'proof' im heading the right way. But ppl dont see that ig
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