Venting Therapy is a buisness.

[golgappa]

Therapy is just a buisness to get money from the one struggling while not actually helping anyone,I have spent so much on it they tell me basic shit i am not a brain dead I just have depression , anxiety ,insomnia and ocpd ik what I can do when I am panicking the point is I am not able to when I am going through that stage my mind is repeating the same thoughts again and again even if I write shit down and think of a solution ik the answer that maybe I will be fine but the possibility it not going wrong that keeps me thinking
Even the medicine won't help been eating depression medicine and getting CBT as a 11 year old kid if anything it makes me feel worse and useless a Zombie

There is NO cure to mental health it's all a lie that it gets better, sure it gets better but it keeps coming back in past 10 years I have experienced extreme depression that last for 3 years almost and the happiness/peace Last for 3-4 month to a year that's it, it's like a cycle loop that I am stuck in no matter how much I try i already know the ending and am delaying it

 

[FlufflesAway]

Those businesses need workers to do shit repetitive manual labour jobs day in day out that ensures you stay in a cycle of poverty and are reliant on your employer--dependent on them. Oh, in a personal-relationship that's 'financial abuse'? When governments and corporations do it it's 'good' financial management? Huh... you learn something new every day. Have you tried therapy? You'll spend an exorbitant amount of money for a middle-class fuckwit to tell you the most inane pieces of information and to print out 'information' sheets for you that they found using an internet search engine, because you're clearly an uneducated serf, incapable of using a computer in the 21st century. How can we gaslight you into accepting a objectively shit, unfair, unequal, soul-destroying, mind-destroying, body-destroying, polluting, mean, cruel, dirty, sick, environment? It's all your fault. Just imagine harder! Smell the rainbow!

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered a lot, I imagine it must be tiring what you've been through, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[TAW122]

Pretty much spot on for most of the field (sure there are some who genuinely care, but those are far and few, and even then they focus on the 'wrong' things like focusing on coping, taking off CTB or death as an option (I understand why - liability, ethics and legal complications). I've sorta had that hunch when I was young and even as I was in college, in my 20's and such. So to me, I see them as they are just out there to profit off my misery and suffering and don't even consider them as an option to my problems. Instead, I had to find my own solutions to my problems, to varying degrees of success and if I fail, well then it would just be time towards CTB.

 

[Fish On Land]

I'm sorry you feel this way. I've been skeptical about therapy prior to starting it and although it's still relatively new, I truly don't know what to think of it. I don't know if it actually helps me or if I'm under the placebo effect that because I've been told that it'd help, I'm under the illusion that it's helping. I've switched therapists once because of my school schedule and quite frankly, the first one sucked. Despite therapy being supposed to be an hour, she made it only 40 minutes long making me feel empty and that she's only here for the money and not to fix my messed up brain. She works for 2/3 of the hour and earns the same money which is great for making me even more depressed than I already am. She couldn't understand me over my accent either and I'm super self-conscious about how I speak. My second new one is much better though. She actually does her job by talking and listening to me for an hour. She doesn't constantly ask or misunderstand what I say which is a massive improvement. She asked stuff that at least made me feel like she cared, and offered to be with me on the phone when calling a psychiatrist because I was anxious. I tend to enjoy talking to her. To top it off, I've briefly talked about suicide with her and she lets me talk about it. She tells me she's sorry for me feeling this way and that one day I'll find people who won't care about my accent and that I'll find some balance in my life. I don't know what to think about it but I'd say therapy is probably helping me. At the same time, I don't personally think it's something I'll ever pay for though. Around $100 per session once a week does NOT even come close to being worth the benefit (if it's actually helping and not my desperation). The only reason why I'm continuing is because my health insurance fully pays for it meaning it's free. Unless your health insurance covers therapy, it's pretty dumb to go and even then, you have to spend that time and energy to get a therapist you actually like. Right now, I don't even believe in getting better at all but trying is the only thing I can do for now because I'm too much of a coward. I wish you the best .