MolinaKeyLime
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- Dec 16, 2021
- 23
I'd like to know who else is in a similar situation. I'm 1 in 5 (2nd oldest) and for as long as I can remember I've been thinking "if I was born just a little sooner or a little later I'd be happy". There's so much pressure and disappointment.
I don't know what happened and I'm aware of how my thoughts can make me a bad person due to being so sad/jealous over it.
In our living room there's 5 separate photographs of each of us as children. When I look at myself I imagine it being there after I'm gone which makes my heart bleed
I don't know what happened and I'm aware of how my thoughts can make me a bad person due to being so sad/jealous over it.
In our living room there's 5 separate photographs of each of us as children. When I look at myself I imagine it being there after I'm gone which makes my heart bleed
