uniqueusername4
died a long time ago
- Aug 13, 2023
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So the worst part of being suicidal for me is the fear of making connections with people and then abandoning them by dying. I have a really hard time with this and often feel an immense guilt because of it.
I feel like I cant die because of it but it also makes it hard to live and make connections because I feel like it is so likely that I could die. I've attempted several times in the past and supposedly past attempts are the biggest predictor of future ones.
Anyone else have this issue? How do you cope?
I feel like I cant die because of it but it also makes it hard to live and make connections because I feel like it is so likely that I could die. I've attempted several times in the past and supposedly past attempts are the biggest predictor of future ones.
Anyone else have this issue? How do you cope?
