The worse I feel, the less able I am to kms

[Powderedmonster]

For example, the worse my anxiety is, the more anxiety I have about death and killing myself. The more depressed/fatigued I am, the less energy I have to even think about planning my suicide. Fuck this shit. I'm gonna have to strategically plan to ctb as soon as my mood improves even a little bit

 

[dolphin]

Yeah same ... I need to figure out bitcoin but I'm in too much of a fog to do this .. it's like "hi can I please have some antidepressants so I have it in me to carry out my death plan"

 

[ZixivaldYrxes]

Iktfb. It's only when I feel on top of the world that I can think about diving off
Stressors often feel too inescapable for me to believe that I can escape them even by dying, so I would rather die when I have no stressors. Too bad that dying is itself a stressor.