ilikecats
Member
- Feb 15, 2023
- 37
To be honest I hate all those people I can my friends irl, every time I am around them I need to try so hard to be entertaining nice and supportive but they just don't care . When I hint so obviously that I want to kill myself nobody is there it's like suicide was a joke for them they just don't understand and i hate them for that. or maybe they just don have the balls to talk about it . Fuck them . And when I try to help them they just don't trust me . Now one of my friend is feeling sad and I don't know what to do she was one of the first to make fun of suicide and didn't help me, so I just don't feel like helping her. but at the same time that would make me just like the peoples i hate .