sadbadpsychogirl
sonofabitch
- May 29, 2020
- 725
now i know this sounds redundant and pointless but do you ever just get tired of waiting for the right moment to come along? right now i am waiting on someone to deliver me what i need to ctb... i know i could just give in and hang or jump or whatever but really i just want a peaceful death. i have tried hanging (the pressure in the face is unbearable) i've tried antifreeze, literally nothing happened, tried an air embolism, same result, amitryptyline, heroin, and i think that's it. i know i should stop complaining and just do something but 1. it never seems to work out, 2. i want it to be painless. anyone in the same boat?