Venting The urge to make everyone angry at me

[SomethingsOff]

Idk how to explain this rationally but i guess it i was rational i wouldn't be on here but i want to just make them all hate me. Stop talking to them and break promises and make them not care. It'll hurt them less when I CTB if they don't like me anymore. Idk. But i want to ruin every single relationship I have. Stop caring. Stop. It's a waste of time.

 

[aubrey!]

Similar-ish spot. I've convinced myself so many people hate me now, I'm trying to shake off just a few more, but I don't have the strength and they're stuck around. I'm hoping someday I'll be alone enough to feel comfortable C(ing)TB. The people around me really are a beautiful hinderance, though.