TRIXI3
may death be upon me
- Jun 28, 2023
- 35
I work a dead end job as I've explained before, but usually a promotion is something to be happy about and is a new journey in life that you are supposed to be more than happy to take on… but idk, I'm too tired already and just don't want the responsibility that comes with it and honestly I'm so ready to quit, but the bills are too much to just let go of my job. I've been practically forced into the promotion by my employer and there's nothing I can really do about it. I have to begin attending classes and I'm just really exhausted and don't feel like it, and honestly I don't even have the energy to complete the tasks that are going to come with it. They seem to think that they're doing me a favor, but honestly they're making my life even more miserable and I don't even want this promotion, but I feel like I have no right to refuse it because they're forcing all of this upon me so sudden. I also feel as if I'll be criticized at just the idea of turning it down. I just want to find another job and tell them that I'm just tired of the job itself (which I am) so that I can avoid taking on these new responsibilities. God I hate it here. Feeling like just running away from reality at this point.