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WaitingForTheBusInTh
Student
- Nov 18, 2020
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I almost feel like trying to give life another go, but after spending the last 2 years, and particularly the last 6 months heavily in the CTB mindset, I feel like I've lost too much time to back out. Like I have no job. I have sent out over 100 applications in a month and gotten nothing. My savings wont last forever. If I was gonna try to live I'd be giving up my freedom and living with my mom.
And then there's the part of me that keeps saying to follow through with something for once in my life goddammit.
Idk. I'm always so scared of choices and consequences. I really need someone to tell me one way or the other is definitely going to work out, even though that's a really immature way of thinking. I hate this
And then there's the part of me that keeps saying to follow through with something for once in my life goddammit.
Idk. I'm always so scared of choices and consequences. I really need someone to tell me one way or the other is definitely going to work out, even though that's a really immature way of thinking. I hate this
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