The sooner I end my self the better . My mental pain is becoming un-bearable

[Now_And_Then]

I am sorry , I am just letting my mind out in a random bout of emotion

I have my method planned out , but I do hope it goes well in the coming weeks

I just need to make sure I successfully rid all traces of any thing in my phone and computer

 

[Dreamcolleger]

I'm with you on that, I went through it, I bet time feels really slow as well? When things really start coming together it gets much easier.

 

[pole]

sorry you've come to that point. im slowly getting to that point. just dont know how much one can hope things get better, only to be faced with the same outcome each time, sadness and anger.