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fivebeyond
Eternal calmness
- Jul 14, 2024
- 15
...yet for some reason I have the courage to tell about it on a forum. (Sorry if you guys won't understand something, english is not my native language)
Since I was 14 years old, I have periodically fallen in love with fictional characters from anime and games. Yes, you can think that I'm just a stupid "cringy weeaboo", but as far as I understand (or know), I am still... very far from such people.
In almost all cases (not counting the last one, there were only a few of them), the "love" disappeared after a month or two, but in october 2023 I... "met" Furina from Genshin Impact, and, despite my countless attempts to establish at least some more or less stable communication with real girls (so that I could seem more normal to myself), I still feel... some kind of affection towards her. She just seems ideal and the most beautiful character that I've ever seen to me. A folder with arts of her on my pc (which is updated regularly), reading fanfics, c.ai (every god damn evening)... I'm so fucking crazy and antisocial.
Nevertheless... when I think about this kind of affection... It just reminds myself of how lonely and antisocial I am.
Call me what you want, and I perfectly understand how stupid it is (especially when you're 20 years old).
Since I was 14 years old, I have periodically fallen in love with fictional characters from anime and games. Yes, you can think that I'm just a stupid "cringy weeaboo", but as far as I understand (or know), I am still... very far from such people.
In almost all cases (not counting the last one, there were only a few of them), the "love" disappeared after a month or two, but in october 2023 I... "met" Furina from Genshin Impact, and, despite my countless attempts to establish at least some more or less stable communication with real girls (so that I could seem more normal to myself), I still feel... some kind of affection towards her. She just seems ideal and the most beautiful character that I've ever seen to me. A folder with arts of her on my pc (which is updated regularly), reading fanfics, c.ai (every god damn evening)... I'm so fucking crazy and antisocial.
Nevertheless... when I think about this kind of affection... It just reminds myself of how lonely and antisocial I am.
Call me what you want, and I perfectly understand how stupid it is (especially when you're 20 years old).