Venting The Scream Room: Thread where we can scream about whatever is hurting right now.

[anopenwound]

Sometimes I just need to let it out and I don't want to start a new thread for everything, especially a thread where I'd be writing in caps lock for the most part. Maybe then this can be the space of the forum where we gather and scream collectively when shit's too hard.

Call it the screamatorium, the scream room, or something. But this is the space for it.
I'll start.

I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW
I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE
I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
STOP TRYING TO HURT ME
STOP HURTING ME
STOP HURTING ME
STOP HURTING ME
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
FUCK YOU
LEAVE ME ALONE
I HATE YOU
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
I DON'T WANT ANYBODY NEAR ME
YOU ALL SUCK
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
YOU ALL HURT ME
LEAVE ME ALONE

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

*clears throat*

I PHYSICALLY AND NEUROLOGICALLY CANNOT DO THIS
SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE BEFORE I DO
I TOLD YOU I COULD NOT DO THIS BUT YOU LIED TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT YOU WOULD GIVE ME MORE SUPPORT THAN YOU ACTUALLY CAN SO NOW I'M BREAKING DOWN WHILE YOU SIT YOUR ASS IN A CHAIR AND PLAY VIDEO GAMES OR READ MAGNA EVERY SECOND YOU'RE NOT WORKING
SO FUCK ME FOR ASSUMING YOU WERE AN HONEST PERSON I GUESS

*coughs* whew, thanks

 

[Bikishii]

Not to echo the same trite things they say in Alcoholics Anonymous and other 12 step programs, but..

I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF BEING FUCKING SICK AND TIRED
I'M TRYING AND TRYING AND TRYING AND NOTHING CHANGES
I ACTUALLY AM DOING MY BEST, WHY WHY WHY IS IT ALL STILL THE SAME??
I DON'T WANT PITY, I WANT TO BE BETTER
I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO BE DEAD OR ALIVE, I JUST WANT TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, SOMEWHERE BETTER

Alright, and that's all she wrote!

 

[Asya]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

 

[Pluto]