brighteyesfan144
Experienced
- Feb 5, 2025
- 233
I decided to hold off on ctb for a while and try to make something of myself. I had the blanket around my neck and i learned what it felt like to hang. I'm trying to make the best of living because despite what everyone says on this site... killing yourself is pretty easy and we can go at any time we want so why not try and live a little. Everyone can enjoy life, why can't I? My philosophy now is before you, you know... End it all
if you love movies?
- watch every one of your favorite 5 star movies to completion
if you love video games
- play every one of your favorite 5 star video games to completion
if you love porn
- wank your favorite 5 star porns to completion
you get the point
my point is just finish off what you love and if there isn't anything left, then you haven't discovered enough!... i highly recommend getting into the early Sims games (i.e., The Sims (gamecube/ps2), The Sims 2, The Sims: Bustin Out) or the pokemon games because pokemon is not just for little kids... if you are a fully cognitive functioning adult, it can keep you busy for a long time and it's very fun if you learn how to play it competitively. But everyone has a game they like so maybe you just need to find yours?
Movies I highly recommend watching before ctb:
- Anora (2024)
- The Substance (2024)
- The Menu (2022)
- Game Night (2018)
- Gone Girl (2014)
- Black Swan (2010)
Okay maybe there's more to life than just movies porn and video games or music ..have you ever heard of alcohol? just periodically enjoy some good ol booze and coast through life. 40% shit. Some booze is so cheap and there are even better drugs out there. Just be responsible folks
Did you know spirituality can get you high? Idk if high is the right word but some spiritual folks are definitely on another level. Try some spiritual meditative practices and see how you feel? Go on a clean diet if you can do that maybe. Spend some time in the wilderness. Idk. I just say before you ctb make sure you experience the outside world. No matter how undesirable you THINK you are, try dating! There's at least one person in the world who will date you, I promise. Idk maybe it's the booze but I just say to all the folks on here, try and live a little! Just try and cognitivelt reset yourself into a new person (without you know, electroshock therapy) and just pretend to be a new you. Being depressed is so fucking depressing. I'm over it. bye sad me , hello working hard toward a better decent spirit me
if you love movies?
- watch every one of your favorite 5 star movies to completion
if you love video games
- play every one of your favorite 5 star video games to completion
if you love porn
- wank your favorite 5 star porns to completion
you get the point
my point is just finish off what you love and if there isn't anything left, then you haven't discovered enough!... i highly recommend getting into the early Sims games (i.e., The Sims (gamecube/ps2), The Sims 2, The Sims: Bustin Out) or the pokemon games because pokemon is not just for little kids... if you are a fully cognitive functioning adult, it can keep you busy for a long time and it's very fun if you learn how to play it competitively. But everyone has a game they like so maybe you just need to find yours?
Movies I highly recommend watching before ctb:
- Anora (2024)
- The Substance (2024)
- The Menu (2022)
- Game Night (2018)
- Gone Girl (2014)
- Black Swan (2010)
Okay maybe there's more to life than just movies porn and video games or music ..have you ever heard of alcohol? just periodically enjoy some good ol booze and coast through life. 40% shit. Some booze is so cheap and there are even better drugs out there. Just be responsible folks
Did you know spirituality can get you high? Idk if high is the right word but some spiritual folks are definitely on another level. Try some spiritual meditative practices and see how you feel? Go on a clean diet if you can do that maybe. Spend some time in the wilderness. Idk. I just say before you ctb make sure you experience the outside world. No matter how undesirable you THINK you are, try dating! There's at least one person in the world who will date you, I promise. Idk maybe it's the booze but I just say to all the folks on here, try and live a little! Just try and cognitivelt reset yourself into a new person (without you know, electroshock therapy) and just pretend to be a new you. Being depressed is so fucking depressing. I'm over it. bye sad me , hello working hard toward a better decent spirit me
