I have been considering CTB for many years, and about 5 months ago through a lot of thought and processing decided it was time to make the final move. I am not going to go into my whole horrible life back story. It was by no means a rash or quick decision, I put a lot of time and thought into it.
With all that being said, once I made the final decision I started researching how I would do it based on on the points of concern I was worried about. I came to the conclusion that I wanted to use Cyanide, either Potassium or Sodium, did not matter which.
I have discovered though that finding a way to acquire it was all but impossible unless you owned a Lab or something. So I started researching N, once again, no real reliable way to get it. ( And before it comes up, with Cyanide it is almost 100% effective and generally peaceful, the snoring sound heard from people who have used it was while they were unconscious most of the time as Cyanide renders you unconscious very quickly if used properly )
So then I looked into SN, now that seems quite unpleasant, vomiting, diarrhea, cramping, and more. Not to mention it can be slow also. But, can be purchased easily.
So, my questions are,
1. Does anyone know of any reliable way to purchase a small amount of Cyanide of either type?
2. What about N? ( Preferably one that doesn't have a history of having LE knocking on their customers doors ) And not super expensive either. I do not have a bunch of funds to use.
3. Does anyone know of any actual instances of others using SN? I have read many case studies and theall seemed rather grisly. I am wondering if maybe used in a certain way, and at a specific dosage, there might be a way to use it that the effects are not so painful and messy.
I have been reading and studying all of this quite a bit for months now. And, I have done a lot of reading here also. I am hoping to maybe find new information that is not mentioned yet, or at least not recently.
Thank you.
With all that being said, once I made the final decision I started researching how I would do it based on on the points of concern I was worried about. I came to the conclusion that I wanted to use Cyanide, either Potassium or Sodium, did not matter which.
I have discovered though that finding a way to acquire it was all but impossible unless you owned a Lab or something. So I started researching N, once again, no real reliable way to get it. ( And before it comes up, with Cyanide it is almost 100% effective and generally peaceful, the snoring sound heard from people who have used it was while they were unconscious most of the time as Cyanide renders you unconscious very quickly if used properly )
So then I looked into SN, now that seems quite unpleasant, vomiting, diarrhea, cramping, and more. Not to mention it can be slow also. But, can be purchased easily.
So, my questions are,
1. Does anyone know of any reliable way to purchase a small amount of Cyanide of either type?
2. What about N? ( Preferably one that doesn't have a history of having LE knocking on their customers doors ) And not super expensive either. I do not have a bunch of funds to use.
3. Does anyone know of any actual instances of others using SN? I have read many case studies and theall seemed rather grisly. I am wondering if maybe used in a certain way, and at a specific dosage, there might be a way to use it that the effects are not so painful and messy.
I have been reading and studying all of this quite a bit for months now. And, I have done a lot of reading here also. I am hoping to maybe find new information that is not mentioned yet, or at least not recently.
Thank you.
