Underwhelming
Before I Disappear
- Mar 10, 2020
- 63
My time is coming soon - I can feel it. Yesterday I was just laying around and thinking when a thought popped into my head, a pull into the darkness, "The end is coming soon." I'm not sure if I'll make it until tomorrow. Today I was laying around and thought how I would go, and my belt popped into my head. It feels right. It's calling for me aswell. I've been trying to get better the past three weeks (I have been idealating longer than that - a year or two) but nothing is getting better. The person I want to talk to refuses to talk to me, and I know trying to talk will cross a boundary and make things worse. The feeling is beckoning me, the time might come soon.
