Venting The possibility of suffering is reason to not exist

[SilentSadness]

The fact that humans are able to experience such horrific suffering is reason enough for me to desire death, it doesn't make any difference whether it's likely or not. Why would I gamble for some fleeting happiness when the stakes are torture, isolation, pain and mistreatment. We can't choose when we will experience suffering, it's just out of our control as long as we're alive. There's just nothing desirable about this setup. Some people inevitably lose and burn. I will always be against living as long as I can never be sure that a tragedy won't happen tomorrow. I consider it delusional to not be concerned by this reality.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

The fact that humans are able to experience such horrific suffering is reason enough for me to desire death, it doesn't make any difference whether it's likely or not. Why would I gamble for some fleeting happiness when the stakes are torture, isolation, pain and mistreatment. We can't choose when we will experience suffering, it's just out of our control as long as we're alive. There's just nothing desirable about this setup. Some people inevitably lose and burn. I will always be against living as long as I can never be sure that a tragedy won't happen tomorrow. I consider it delusional to not be concerned by this reality.

Most people are delusional to reality and truth. I call it plugged into the Matrix.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, I agree so much!! I was feeling so shitty before but seeing somebody acknowledge the relief slightly alleviated my pain. Of course the truth itself is harsh but I rarely see people acknowledge it even on here. The future truly is so terrifying and uncertain. This is why I would rather kill myself as early as possible and why I consider an earlier death to be better than a later death for me. The longer I'm alive for, the more I'm at risk of experiencing suffering. Right now I don't even have access to any suicide method but there could be a time in the future where I get paralysed or something which would fuck me up even more.

Some of us can suffer horrifically in life due to life's whims and chances. My sister randomly got multiple sclerosis one day which permanently fucked her life up (though thankfully she's dead now so she's no longer suffering). I want to die asap so that I am no longer subjected to the risks of life. I also hope that you manage to one day be free from the risks of life

 

[Epilogue]

Yes, I agree so much!! I was feeling so shitty before but seeing somebody acknowledge the relief slightly alleviated my pain. Of course the truth itself is harsh but I rarely see people acknowledge it even on here. The future truly is so terrifying and uncertain. This is why I would rather kill myself as early as possible and why I consider an earlier death to be better than a later death for me. The longer I'm alive for, the more I'm at risk of experiencing suffering. Right now I don't even have access to any suicide method but there could be a time in the future where I get paralysed or something which would fuck me up even more.

Some of us can suffer horrifically in life due to life's whims and chances. My sister randomly got multiple sclerosis one day which permanently fucked her life up (though thankfully she's dead now so she's no longer suffering). I want to die asap so that I am no longer subjected to the risks of life. I also hope that you manage to one day be free from the risks of life

Most people know that life causes a lot of suffering, yet they don't accept that suffering is a part of living and delude themselves by talking about karma and God and shit like that.

The truth is humans are an organism, just like bacteria or fungi or a worm or rabbits or lions. We live, we reproduce, we die. Only difference is we managed to delude ourselves into thinking that the reason we rule the earth is due to God or that we're special. Live or die. As long as humanity continues to exist, as long as life continues to exist so will sadness, loss, suffering and all that follows

 

[RosebyAnyName]

What a lot of people who are against suicide often don't understand is that suicide is a preventative measure. Suicide is making the choice to avoid suffering. That suffering can be social isolation, a lifetime of chronic and often incurable pain, or even just the inevitability of suffering itself if you are not born fortunate enough. Only people who have actually suffered in any meaningful way have needed to consider if their future might only have suffering going forward, and if it's worth it to just exit instead of stick around and prolong the inevitable.

 

[divinemistress36]

I will never understand how people are ok with all the suffering in this world

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I'd never wish to be burdened with this cruel, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I personally see human existence as an abomination, to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts is something so terrible to me. I find it so tragic how this existence that there was never a need for was imposed at all, I see existing as just being pointless, unnecessary suffering and it terrifies me how there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured as long as they exist and existing can get way more torturous at any moment, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, permanent non-existence is all I personally see as desirable.

 

[Lunarian]

Being alive makes me feel sick. Existing at all whether suffering or not is a nightmare for me. Not to mention the suffering I feel in life will always outweigh whatever happiness and joy I feel.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I will never understand how people are ok with all the suffering in this world

It's because people only care about their own suffering (or their loved one's suffering)

 

[divinemistress36]

It's because people only care about their own suffering (or their loved one's suffering)

We are animals. More evolved than other animals but still primal at our core . My therapist even said our brains havent evolved enough for all this technology and overstimulation in this world

 

[Epilogue]

We are animals. More evolved than other animals but still primal at our core . My therapist even said our brains havent evolved enough for all this technology and overstimulation in this world

The human brain always reaches an emotional equilibrium. If you're always happy then the brain will adjust itself so that the happiness you feel becomes normal to you and if you want to feel happy again you have go and reach a higher level of happiness. Same with sadness.

For some though, this doesn't happen, which means experiencing every with an unchanging baseline. This is different from depression and shit. This is why some people are always happy or some are always miserable.

When we scroll, watch shorts or generally use technology, it's built to give us a dopamine hit. We get used to that and gradually getting 20 30 dopamine hits becomes our new baseline, which means to be happy we have to go to 40 or 50. This keeps on escalating till we can't anymore and we get stuck in perpetual misery, any attempt to get off is met by a lot of depresso at first which means most people quit there.

The modern day is built to get you addicted. Modern day marketing is basically who can get your monkey brain addicted enough to their logo to make you buy their shit. And it's keep going to get worse. Evolution takes millennia, tech takes decades at most.