Michelstaedter
Experienced
- Feb 25, 2025
- 226
I don't know if the blocking of the page within the U.K. has caused several users to no longer enter, others may already rest in peace after achieving their CTB and perhaps others stopped entering the site because in some way it is sad to see so many methods but not being able to do it (I don't blame them, it is difficult).
However, in true "Mainländer" style - Bless every day that leads you to the grave - I feel happy that I will inevitably die one day, no matter what method I may not choose, how many years I live, and that if my cowardice of not being able to die leads me to continue suffering for 10, 20 or even 50 years (damn... what a burden)...
As Borges said (or so I think, since on the Internet they invent literary quotes), it wouldn't be bad if any of us were threatened with death, because the worst and most original thing would be if we were threatened with eternal life, like religions and punishments like "eternal hell" or perhaps a paradise where you will continue to feel pain, so yes, the positive thing about this whole situation is that one day I will die and you too will one day stop carrying all your sorrows...
However, in true "Mainländer" style - Bless every day that leads you to the grave - I feel happy that I will inevitably die one day, no matter what method I may not choose, how many years I live, and that if my cowardice of not being able to die leads me to continue suffering for 10, 20 or even 50 years (damn... what a burden)...
As Borges said (or so I think, since on the Internet they invent literary quotes), it wouldn't be bad if any of us were threatened with death, because the worst and most original thing would be if we were threatened with eternal life, like religions and punishments like "eternal hell" or perhaps a paradise where you will continue to feel pain, so yes, the positive thing about this whole situation is that one day I will die and you too will one day stop carrying all your sorrows...
