torturedbylife
Enemy of the world
- May 2, 2020
- 130
Wtf am I supposed to do this whole shitty life? Consume and work like a slave? Enjoy the ''little moments'' that are temporary and shallow? Hedonism? Destroying others life by being selfish and only look out for myself like most humans do? What? Seriously, you suddenly wake up in a cold and cruel world and have to do insignificant shit until you die. Work to forget the fact that life has no meaning or point at all,then engage yourself in pointless activities and consume media,again,to forget it all. It's no wonder that most want to live in their own little bubble of ignorance. It's no wonder that ignorance is bliss. It's a coping method on their part. Against the fact that life is meaningless. Just like Schopenhauer said when all our needs are met all we come across of is boredom. Our default state is boredom when we have our needs fullfilled. But most can't even achieve their needs being fullfilled so will be meet with negative feelings. Look at the world we live in and the universe,it's so vast and we barely discovered anything, even the things we thought we discovered we have doubts of. Instead of trying to discover it we do insignifiant stuff like working between 4 walls just to fuckign survive. Then look at persons like me: I have no one, no goals in life,no talents or skills, with a shitty brain. What the fuck will I do in this case? People would say to engage in meaningless activities like hobbies. But I fucking hate hobbies,hobbies don't fucking help me. They're supposed to take your mind off the shittiness of life. But they don't anymore for me. To what use am I doing these stuff? It's not like I achieve any results or my life would change after doing these. Hobbies are shit. Everything is shit. Life's a fucking non stop torture. All for nothing. All for fucking nothing. And then people wonder why there are many depressives and suicidals around. Sorry for my incoherence i'm kinda drunk now. I'm just frustrated that I have tto put up with this shit for nothing.