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idontwannadothisanym
Experienced
- Apr 8, 2020
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I'm sorry if I'm annoying it's just so hard...
the fact I have given up on everything... I'm turning into my worst nightmare I'd always respect the homeless and the less fortunate throughout my school years through charity ect my dads severely bipolar been in and of physc wards all his life my mother is a schizophrenic in a care home since the day I was born... my families past is full of abuse and mental illness (I apologise for the rant).What's causing the pain?
THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE
I'm sorry if I'm annoying it's just so hard...
I had gifts too and I pissed them all away. Literally. Are you sure its too late? You've still got the gifts, can you not transfer those skills to some other area and do something for yourself?I gave up I am such a failure I had a gift and threw it all the fuck away.