the one thing that bothers me with suicide

[cacowads]

ive heard a theory, I don't know where from. but it's said that apparently all matter basically gets recycled- so dead animals, trees or plants basically return back into nature and get reformed into living beings somehow one way or another. the thing that makes me afraid is that if i kill myself, i possibly manage to survive and yet again live in this cruel and disgusting world. im no science guy, I'm far from it and anything resembling an intelligent life form. but im even more depressed with the prospect of life being unable to pass and return back into this world either as a dung beetle or pile of flies.
i hate this existence so much. if there is a creator, a group of people behind this matrix they are all kinds of sadistic.

 

[MyPropellerWontSpin]

might be a weird take but being a dung beetle sounds kinda nice, I'd rather roll shit around as a lil bug than feel like shit 24/7 as a human

 

[cacowads]

might be a weird take but being a dung beetle sounds kinda nice, I'd rather roll shit around as a lil bug than feel like shit 24/7 as a human

to be honest I don't think so. they have their own problems that are probably equivalent to us as humans. yes they're way less complex compared to our society, but at the same time they have a higher risk of dying, constantly living in a state of danger and survival. we humans are still animals, we live in concrete jungles/warrens, fuck and multiply like rabbits, yell at each other through phones, and eat the flesh of our fellow mammals. For me the best point of it all is to never exist as a form of atom in the first place. As in I never existed, I never did, like I'm literally just a mess of chemical compounds.

 

[MyPropellerWontSpin]

to be honest I don't think so. they have their own problems that are probably equivalent to us as humans. yes they're way less complex compared to our society, but at the same time they have a higher risk of dying, constantly living in a state of danger and survival.

fair, only reason I see the appeal in being one is that they aren't aware of the constant suffering in the world and that sounds a bit peaceful

For me the best point of it all is to never exist as a form of atom in the first place.

yeah I get that, never being born would've been ideal