I think I'm going to more than likely CTB before my birthday roughly before the end of this month. I'm really trying not to but I just don't see it working out. Why do you have a special date? What made you come to your decision? ❤
I don't have a specific date other than "this May", but my lease is up in July and my housemates will begin looking for a new place to live in May and I want them to be able to do so with the expectation that I will not be around (correct amount of bedrooms, no expectation that I will be contributing to rent, etc), so May seems to be the latest I can stick around without either burdening my loved ones or having to wait a whole other entire year (which I am not doing, two months is hard enough). Came to the decision to ctb due to depression / hating being alive / the usual.
That's one way to do It. Try not to leave anymore behind than the things you can't control. There will still be loss. This means you will not be dying in the house? That might cost them. Just a thought. I'm likely to die in my home and someone will have to clean it and possibly pay for it. I have a big tarp for the mess but in my case I might be rotten when they find me. If I decide to go.
I will die in my house, but my method is SN so I don't expect it to be messy. Gonna wear a maxipad too just in case of that bowel release thing that happems when peopld die sometimes. I will do it while everyone's at work and it'll only be a few hours before I'm found, so no rotting.
