Venting The lack of acceptance of the right to die leads to CTBs (with additional quotes and examples)

[TAW122]

I've written an article before titled "The Inevitability of Breadcrumbs… (pertaining to CTB)", which was about how people would not (even if they wanted to) open up or reveal their intention to CTB due to the risks and consequences of doing so prior to the (presumably successful) attempt. Therefore, the survivors would often find out after the fact, or otherwise the aftermath of one's CTB and being 'surprised'. This is due to society's attitude towards CTB and the ever growing paternalistic and tyrannical State (the government) when it comes to preventing CTB at all costs.

However, in this thread, I've just found two good posts (which I've put into the boxes in italics and bold) on the suicidebereavement subreddit that further reinforce my points.

The first quote in the thread, by an unknown or deleted user:

Of those who survive, they're going to be more likely to say they're glad that they didn't succeed, for a variety of reasons, cognitive dissonance being one. Then there's conditioning; these people know that if they don't provide the "right" response when asked, their freedom will be limited. There's social pressure; not wanting to make someone feel bad. Even if someone has legitimate reasons for why they would be better off dead, and they're willing to talk about it, the anti-suicide folks are going to try to censor them and shut them down. Including on reddit.

Second quote by the user, ScorpionT16:

Often people don't seek help from others or speak out because the advice is the same old given over and over. Things like it will pass, stay strong, we're here for you, don't worry, etc... They often feel life isn't in their hands and that brings forth spiraling thoughts. The one thing at that moment they feel is in their control, is whether to live or not. And if help is seeked, people will rightfully say not to end their life, which further makes them feel less In control of their life.

With those quotes in mind, I would state that from my previous thread about the inevitable breadcrumbs that someone who is determined and serious to CTB, they wouldn't ever open up and thus, for the people who experience the loss, it would inevitably be a 'surprise' and there would be breadcrumbs due to the fact that one simply cannot open up about their (true) intentions without risk of intervention, possibly exacerbating their existing predicament. So as long as society and the State continues to have the anti-CTB stance, CTB prevention at all costs, including tyrannical and paternalistic means of temporary deprivation of one's freedom under the guise of help and insiduous benevolence, then there will always be people who end up following through (some successfully) and the bereaved (survivors of those who known someone who has CTB'd) will be left to pick up the pieces. Finally, I do want to say that for those who ended up being bereaved, yes their pain is valid as well and I don't want to discount that, but also society collectively needs to change their attitude on the right to die and CTB if they wish to reduce the amount of potential CTBs in general.

 

[Kurwenal]

Very eloquently written, as I have come to expect from you. I respect deeply your acknowledgement of the pain of those left behind. Meanwhile, the cogs of a society where 'death is never the answer' keep on churning.

Of those who survive, they're going to be more likely to say they're glad that they didn't succeed, for a variety of reasons, cognitive dissonance being one. Then there's conditioning; these people know that if they don't provide the "right" response when asked, their freedom will be limited. There's social pressure; not wanting to make someone feel bad.

This one hit me very closely. I distinctly remembering a psychologist telling me some statistic (made-up on the spot or not, I couldn't say) of how large a percentage of suicide attempt survivors were glad that they survived, that they could then turn their lives around, so on, so on. I genuinely believe there must be some out there who do feel that way. Perhaps most likely those for whom suicide was an impulsive decision driven by a sudden event or change that just 'snapped' something within them, and in that moment, they saw no way out. For the people who attempted suicide, survived and were truly, actually happy to live afterwards, I am glad. I am glad that they were able to find a path afterwards. But I would agree that social conditioning will play a role in who is happy they survived and who is stuck pretending they are happy they survived. My counterargument to the psychologist in question was that she didn't have statistics on what percentage of successful suicides were glad to have escaped the prison of their lives. I knew then that it was a stupid thing to say, and I know now that it is stupid too. But really, we don't know. My personal belief and sincere hope is that those who succeeded found the peace they so desperately needed, in the form of an endless nothingness.

I really don't see society's stance on suicide changing in our lifetimes. I think the fear of death is very hard-coded into humans, and the drive to project that fear onto others so they are the same as you is also very strong. People don't like different. People don't like it when you look different, when you think something different. They want us all to fit the mould. Unless something drastic can change that, I can't see society broadly coming to terms with accepting suicide as an option for those in endless physical and/or mental anguish.

 

[_Gollum_]

Thank you for bringing this point up.

One of the main reasons suicidal people are discouraged from ending their lives is due to the pain of bereavement. However, it somehow doesn't occur to a lot of people that a significant portion of this pain is due to the circumstances of the death, not the death itself. Namely, that it came as a surprise, and that they are left with questions that will never be answered.

But if suicide was accepted as a valid, dignified option, the circumstances would be entirely different: everything would be out in the open, so family and friends would have time beforehand to let the reality sink in, spend time with their loved one, and ask any questions they may have. I'm not saying that would entirely do away with the pain, but it would certainly alleviate it, both for the ones left behind and the one CTBing. One of the questions that comes up the most on this forum is about how to make things less painful for their families; though some see us as selfish, this is in fact a major concern for a lot of suicidal people, including myself. For some of us it even stays our hand for years, or decades even.

It would be to the benefit of us all for suicide to be destigmatized and treated with respect.