Method The jump

[MrBigSad]

It's been decided. I will jump on new years at midnight. I've picked a location that means a lot to me emotionally and I'm sure I will be successful.

I've flipped flopped between wanting to live and wanting to ctb for a while. But now I'm certain.

A lot of people seem to opt for SN. Personally I think too much can go wrong with that method. And with others. This is the closest I will get to a gun in my mouth.

Once my feet leave the ground. Death is gauranteed. Like many people are afraid of here I do not want to end up a vegetable.

The concrete will be my escape.

 

[sadworld]

It's a good feeling when you know what you want to do. I wish you luck and all the best

 

[GreenTree]

I want to jump now. Need too get the balls though. Head first is the only way as its 5 stories.

 

[Soulless Angel]

jumping is my option, everyone has their own preferred method, whatever path you end up going down, I hope you get what you want from it

 

[MrBigSad]

I want to jump now. Need too get the balls though. Head first is the only way as its 5 stories.

I'm kind of tempted to fall backwards. I think it'll be like falling into a black hole. Where time stops. For me/ my conciosness. Time will freeze right before I hit the pavement. That's what I think at least.

 

[TheQ22]

I'm kind of tempted to fall backwards. I think it'll be like falling into a black hole. Where time stops. For me/ my conciosness. Time will freeze right before I hit the pavement. That's what I think at least.

Time will definitely freeze when you hit the pavement, for you at least.

I don't think I could ever have the bottle to jump, I'd be thinking God knows what on the way down.

 

[Soulless Angel]

Time will definitely freeze when you hit the pavement, for you at least.

I don't think I could ever have the bottle to jump, I'd be thinking God knows what on the way down.

you dont have time to think, oh look no floor, oh shit im falling...... nothing

 

[TheQ22]

There are some mad videos on 4chan of people jumping or falling off things, one that sticks in my mind is a guy walking on the edge of the roof of some skyscraper type building and he misses his footing and just goes straight over. Must have taken him 20 to 30 seconds to hit the ground, but by that point you can't see him anymore.

 

[MrBigSad]

I got a bit of practice on my first attempt. I hyped myself up. Knowing I deserve to die. Appreciating utilitarianism I figure the entire world is better off if I died.

So I didn't jump. I just surrendered. I have the feeling that's how I'll go again except this time I'll make sure there's no hope for survival. Concrete will be the sweetest embrace I've had in years.

There are some mad videos on 4chan of people jumping or falling off things, one that sticks in my mind is a guy walking on the edge of the roof of some skyscraper type building and he misses his footing and just goes straight over. Must have taken him 20 to 30 seconds to hit the ground, but by that point you can't see him anymore.

Holy shit I think I've seen that video

 

[Iseeblue_711]

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It's been decided. I will jump on new years at midnight. I've picked a location that means a lot to me emotionally and I'm sure I will be successful.

I've flipped flopped between wanting to live and wanting to ctb for a while. But now I'm certain.

A lot of people seem to opt for SN. Personally I think too much can go wrong with that method. And with others. This is the closest I will get to a gun in my mouth.

Once my feet leave the ground. Death is gauranteed. Like many people are afraid of here I do not want to end up a vegetable.

The concrete will be my escape.

I can t help it but think of the stories of people who jumped from bridges, survived, and said that, the moment they let go, they regreted it, and I truly hope that, that won t be the case for you, because that would be more horrific than death itself.And, even tho I don t know you, I hope that you ll find peace and the happiness you ve been waiting for, for such a long time <3.

 

[MrBigSad]

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I can t help it but think of the stories of people who jumped from bridges, survived, and said that, the moment they let go, they regreted it, and I truly hope that, that won t be the case for you, because that would be more horrific than death itself.And, even tho I don t know you, I hope that you ll find peace and the happiness you ve been waiting for, for such a long time <3.

Aww, I already tried and failed. The problem Is that pesky water. So, fluid. Ugh. Like why cant you be like the other states of matter?