Wow man.i did not expect that I don't know what to do with this information.do I stop taking them then before they fk my emotions too? I don't know. The doctors give these things like candy so we assume they are safe.and family doesn't have a problem with them and encourage me to take them they believe I'm harming myself if I don't take them. well tbh the reason I took them is because I was having consistent flashbacks of bad things that happened in the past and felt so down. And because I was overthinking constantly.But I should just suck it up and try exercising or something else. Not eat a drug and avoid the natural methods. I mean it's true I feel down a lot but that's because I should have a good life to become better not eat a drug. I also took them because I've been feeling sad for a long time and it was interfering with my desire to ctb so I felt I need to do something.The family around you makes you feel defected because you are not doing well and they want to change that fast no matter what even with medicine. I'm anxious and angry sad a little bit delusional all the time but it's natural because of my circumstances,but I definitely can feel emotions and if antidepressants cause permanent emotion damage then that's fked up . You said you have pssd i googled that and I found out it's sexual dysfinction.i have that since a teenager in 16. One day I stopped being able to feel a full orgasm.
I don't know I don't want more damage for myself . Mom was really happy when I told her I took them but I should know she doesn't know any better.can you tell me for how long did you take them and what dosage?
PSSD can be much,much more than just sexual dysfunction if you have a severe case like me. If it was only that then I wouldn't have to CTB. I have anhedonia,emotional blunting,derealization,insomnia,severe anxiety,gut issues and MANY other debilitating mental and physical symptoms.
You are right that it's best to try natural methods to manage problems and improve your mood like for example exercise and hobbies. Those pills are poison because they mess with so many things in your brain and body. If you decide to stop taking them absolutely do not quit cold turkey because that's dangerous. Do a slow taper.
I was prescribed sertraline for anxiety caused by sudden onset of tinnitus in August of last year. I started taking it in late October and stopped in second half of January. Dosage was 100mg. This poison was supposed to help me but ended up giving me something billion times worse than tinnitus. What a cruel irony. If I knew PSSD was a thing I wouldn't take a single pill. It's definitely the best to live life naturally without any drugs. I wish I knew that a year ago.
