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- Jul 17, 2024
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Ever since I found the ideal method and settled on a date, I have not been able to do anything with my life.
Nothing matters anymore. Everything is irrelevant. "What's the point?" is what always pops in my mind whenever I think of doing something.
All I think about is being there already, at the moment when it happens. Right now, and until then, I am doing absolutely nothing. I simply cannot bring myself to. It feels like such a waste of everything. Time, resources, space... Everything.
I realize that the only reason why we strive for things is because we do not know the day of our death. If we did know, we wouldn't have the motivation to pursue anything.
You know how everybody gets a bit lazy towards the end of class? Or the end of the year? It's like that. When we already know the results we never do our best, especially if that final result cannot be changed.
Just wanted to share this insight I had. Maybe it will allow you to look at things differently.
Nothing matters anymore. Everything is irrelevant. "What's the point?" is what always pops in my mind whenever I think of doing something.
All I think about is being there already, at the moment when it happens. Right now, and until then, I am doing absolutely nothing. I simply cannot bring myself to. It feels like such a waste of everything. Time, resources, space... Everything.
I realize that the only reason why we strive for things is because we do not know the day of our death. If we did know, we wouldn't have the motivation to pursue anything.
You know how everybody gets a bit lazy towards the end of class? Or the end of the year? It's like that. When we already know the results we never do our best, especially if that final result cannot be changed.
Just wanted to share this insight I had. Maybe it will allow you to look at things differently.