Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
I fucking loathe that guy. I despise him i want him dead. I don't give a fuck if he suffers, it's what he deserves for being such a motherfucking imbecile throughout his whole life.
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
Why not blame the world instead?
 
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Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
This was my only shot at life, and i fucking blew it. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
What happened? I feel similar.

Maybe his previous thread will give you some insight.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-wanna-catch-the-bus-so-fucking-bad-right-now.34686/
 
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Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
I think of catching the bus, I think of drinking the sodium nitrite and I swear to God there's peace in my heart. I don't see it any other way. Who knows maybe my day is approaching sooner rather than later.
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
OP i fucked up my life too you're not alone.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I feel the same. I used to have issues with my physical appearance and still do but now I can't look in the mirror regardless what I look like because I never did anything about it
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Same. I don't hate this world. I don't hate people. I only hate myself. I can't live with myself. I can't learn to live with myself. I tried but I can't. I just want to stop being myself forever.
 
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