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thovens

thovens

life is unbearable
Jul 9, 2023
43
I miss my childhood. Even if my parents were abusive, I could easily feel well because I had friends. They were my power. They could make all of my problems vanish. When I lost them, I lost everything. What great time we had playing out on the streets all day.. Riding our bikes, running, talking about silly things, fighting, laughing, crying.. All together. Now? What is left now? Only pain and loneliness. Watching TV all day, trapped in my prison, just waiting for the hours to pass, trying to hold my tears. The good old days are gone. The worst are coming..
 
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Nexus

Nexus

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Jul 16, 2023
15
I feel the exact same way; dreams and memories are now crushed by bitter truths.
 
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Anon1337

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Oct 1, 2018
557
I miss my childhood. Life was fun back then.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be painful missing past times, there certainly is too much suffering in existing and I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here.
 
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Leagueofgentlemen

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Apr 19, 2023
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I really wish I was born earlier. Circa 1981 would be cool, I got such a dull depressing time to be young when noone could get a job ie 2011 - 14 and excruciating bad music. I should have been a teenager in the 90s that was the soundest time ever.
 
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thovens

thovens

life is unbearable
Jul 9, 2023
43
I really wish I was born earlier. Circa 1981 would be cool, I got such a dull depressing time to be young when noone could get a job ie 2011 - 14 and excruciating bad music. I should have been a teenager in the 90s that was the soundest time ever.
I think about this all the time. I wish I was born earlier too.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

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May 26, 2023
165
I miss my childhood. Even if my parents were abusive, I could easily feel well because I had friends. They were my power. They could make all of my problems vanish. When I lost them, I lost everything. What great time we had playing out on the streets all day.. Riding our bikes, running, talking about silly things, fighting, laughing, crying.. All together. Now? What is left now? Only pain and loneliness. Watching TV all day, trapped in my prison, just waiting for the hours to pass, trying to hold my tears. The good old days are gone. The worst are coming..
Can relate alot to this post. But nothing last forever everything will end just a matter of time. Living in hell physically and mentally.
 
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Homo erectus

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Mar 7, 2023
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I really wish I was born earlier. Circa 1981 would be cool, I got such a dull depressing time to be young when noone could get a job ie 2011 - 14 and excruciating bad music. I should have been a teenager in the 90s that was the soundest time ever.
There is less and less freedom. Facebook is a landmark of a black mirror like surveillance society. Before that, internet was very much anonymous. People could register many email accounts. Bit by bit everything is tied to a real ID or a phone number. All phones have multiple cameras pointing in all directions. With digital payments, online tracking and media control, people's thinking and behavior are easily manipulated. Google, Reddit and Twitter are not like they were in the past.
 
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