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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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The first OD,
The one where I was watching my brother OD,
On opioids in my apartment,
I never want to see that happen to my older brother Michael,
The brotherly love between the two,
Makes me go crazy,
That genuine fear of watching a love one who is practically a god to me or a role model,
I can understand how the people felt when they saw Jesus get crucified,
The fact that all I could do was call 911,
And also place wet towels on his,
Forehead, and on his arms,
That feeling of knowing that at that time there wasn't much I could do,
Fortunately my brother didn't die how could I ever live with myself if that ever does come to pass due to giving him money?
 
mpti

mpti

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Feb 19, 2019
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I'm sorry you had to experience that, opioids are fucking horrible. So many people are just dropping dead nowadays, especially now that fent is in everything.
 
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