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- Jan 21, 2021
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Following is the list I made a few months ago to ease the process of dying for myself and to prepare myself. Take from it what you will and share what your prep is like :) Please no weird remarks or judgment. This is very personal and am hoping for compassionate responses only.
I'd like to start planning the exit in detail. There's a lot to be done so I need detailed lists.
Things to try first—
- [ ] Medication
- [ ] Go to x place
- [ ] Visit the ocean
- [ ] Publish articles
- [ ] Set up beneficiary with banks
- [ ] Spend time with everyone
- [ ] — video call with non locals
- [ ] — hangouts with locals
- [x] Stargaze
- [x] Make art and share
- [x] Enjoy nature
- [x] Eat as well as I can
- [x] Go on walks
- [x] Take vitamins
- [x] Continue therapy
- [x] Continue daily yoga and meditation
- [x] Work anyway
- [x] Finish applying to phds just because
Maybes—
Ride a bike maybe?
Write a book?
Publish my work?
Write research paper on suicide esp due to systemic oppression? (working on this one)
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After—
Pick a date on December 11 and make timeline for the following
Set up legacy holders for social media
Sort out health insurance with what happens after death
Life insurance? (Too late)
Doctor's appointment for prescriptions
Work on a will
Tax?
Organ donation?
Figure out digital data
Buy equipment and confirm it works-- plan for if it doesn't
Record a general video— share the process of what I went through, share love and well wishes
Write personal history?
Figure out how to set up scheduled emails and money transfers and gifts
Write letters, videos, leave gifts, plans, and recurring emails for everyone
Depending on my relationship to people following are things I am leaving for folks-
Goodbye letter + video, recurring pre timed letters, journals, plants, plans for people with a schedule to help them (daily and long term), therapist lists, grief processing resources, art, scheduled money transfers, gifts
For example, some people who I know will struggle a LOT, I am pre writing letters for them they will receive monthly/yearly as they navigate this. It is a lot but I want to mitigate the harm as much as I can.
I'd like to start planning the exit in detail. There's a lot to be done so I need detailed lists.
Things to try first—
- [ ] Medication
- [ ] Go to x place
- [ ] Visit the ocean
- [ ] Publish articles
- [ ] Set up beneficiary with banks
- [ ] Spend time with everyone
- [ ] — video call with non locals
- [ ] — hangouts with locals
- [x] Stargaze
- [x] Make art and share
- [x] Enjoy nature
- [x] Eat as well as I can
- [x] Go on walks
- [x] Take vitamins
- [x] Continue therapy
- [x] Continue daily yoga and meditation
- [x] Work anyway
- [x] Finish applying to phds just because
Maybes—
Ride a bike maybe?
Write a book?
Publish my work?
Write research paper on suicide esp due to systemic oppression? (working on this one)
•
After—
Pick a date on December 11 and make timeline for the following
Set up legacy holders for social media
Sort out health insurance with what happens after death
Life insurance? (Too late)
Doctor's appointment for prescriptions
Work on a will
Tax?
Organ donation?
Figure out digital data
Buy equipment and confirm it works-- plan for if it doesn't
Record a general video— share the process of what I went through, share love and well wishes
Write personal history?
Figure out how to set up scheduled emails and money transfers and gifts
Write letters, videos, leave gifts, plans, and recurring emails for everyone
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Depending on my relationship to people following are things I am leaving for folks-
Goodbye letter + video, recurring pre timed letters, journals, plants, plans for people with a schedule to help them (daily and long term), therapist lists, grief processing resources, art, scheduled money transfers, gifts
For example, some people who I know will struggle a LOT, I am pre writing letters for them they will receive monthly/yearly as they navigate this. It is a lot but I want to mitigate the harm as much as I can.
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