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curiousbeing
Member
- Dec 18, 2022
- 64
I didn't know my life could get so worse. I am determined that in one of these days, I will use drowning in a sea as a way to ctb. There is 10% chance i may decide to live. enough is enough.
But there is a point, where i no longer dream about ctb; my plans become decisive. At that point, i really started taking this ctb, correctly doing this, very seriously
my reasons:
1) health care. Just in case i break my spine accidentally in a accident, there is no competent, caring doctor who will helo me. They do bare minimum and leave you in pain. while charging a lot and screaming at you if your problem gets too much for them
2) fear of disability. If, say, I am suddenly blind, who will take care of me without telling me how much burden I am?
But there is a point, where i no longer dream about ctb; my plans become decisive. At that point, i really started taking this ctb, correctly doing this, very seriously
my reasons:
1) health care. Just in case i break my spine accidentally in a accident, there is no competent, caring doctor who will helo me. They do bare minimum and leave you in pain. while charging a lot and screaming at you if your problem gets too much for them
2) fear of disability. If, say, I am suddenly blind, who will take care of me without telling me how much burden I am?