The end of my struggle

[Lostbetweenworlds]

I didn't know what I wanted to do, I went back and forth with my decisions... But I have my way to go now, and this is the last post I am making here, I am at the end of my lifeline and I have made up my mind finally and I am not even sad about this decision but finally relieved that I am able to do it.

I needed a last push and I made sure I got it, so now I can finally leave this world in peace. Incase people want to ask me how I am doing it, I will take my mitrazepin as my stat dose aprox. 45 minutes before I am taking a mixture of Benzodiazepines, amytriptylin, weed and alcohol my goal is to pass out and suffocate, or a heart attack, I am not afraid of the pain because I have lived through it most of my life.


Goodbye everyone, see ya soon.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry for your suffering. I'm here if you want to talk.

 

[randomz]

I am sorry for what you had to go through in life. Are you absolutely sure you have exhausted every possible way to get better? I hope things go good for you and something appears to make your life more pleasant.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Goodbye I'm sorry you have to suffer.. I really do hope you find the peace you deserve and desire

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm so sorry you are at this desperate place. If you change your mind, please talk to us here. I'll listen if I'm around and if not I'm sure someone else will.

 

[jgm63]

If you choose to proceed, then wishing you a safe journey

 

[theguineapigking]

If you go through with it,I hope you find the peace and happiness you so deserve. I'm so sorry it's come to this point. But at least you seem to know what is best for you.



If you need to talk,we're all here! If you have second thoughts,it's nothing to be ashamed of.

Please let us know if you end up backing out,as it'd be nice to know. If you don't end up replying,we will assume you found peace.


Good luck. Sending my best wishes.

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I hope you find the peace you are looking for, if you do decide you must go

 

[MsMaudlin]

Surrounding you with love and light for a peaceful journey ❤

 

[kamakura]

Existential nihilists claim that, to be honest, one must face the absurdity of existence, that he/she will eventually die, and that both religion and metaphysics are simply results of the fear of death.

According to Donald A. Crosby, "There is no justification for life, but also no reason not to live. Those who claim to find meaning in their lives are either dishonest or deluded. In either case, they fail to face up to the harsh reality of the human situations".